It does not even matter that in two-week time I am supposed to write two exams.
Philosophy of Language and Latin.

And I hate morphology. It's SO boring. Even more boring than Latin.
write+er=writer.
That’s cool, isn't it? (...)

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Anyway, I am not going to give up.
Why? Because last Saturday I realized that there are so many people who have really serious problems, and you know, my 'roblems with studying' is just nothing. There are so many people who are mortally ill (cancer, leukemia etc), or people who have someone in their family who is ill. And homeless people. And starving children in Africa. And people who lost everything in earthquake. All this horrible things happens every day.

It's sad, but sometimes we need to see how other people suffer to appreciate our own life... And I DO LOVE my life.

Yes, I know, I am talking as if I have taken some drugs, but believe me, I haven't.

My point here is each of you should make a list of 50 things for which he/she can thank God. Even if you are not a believer.

So, my list:

1. I have two older sisters with whom I can talk for hours or write e-mails every day. Every hour.
2. I have father who redecorated my room for Christmas, as a Christmas gift.
3. In Starogard I have now a wonderful orange room, with wonderful wooden floor and ceiling, with a lot of lights and candles (:
4. In Toruń I have a nice pink room in nice house.
5. I have a nice flatmate with who I share every day 'roblems'.
6. I am a student and this gives me a chance to extend horizons.
7. UMK rules!
8. Collegium Maius look like castle! My private Hogwarts School ;D
9. One day I will visit Dublin. Yes, I truly believe in that, so I this is another reason to be happy!
10. I still have one bar of chocolate in my room.
11. I am in love in Paolo's Nutini and Glen's Hansard voices. People in love are happy ;D
12. I have candles which smell like French vanilia.
13. Maybe it is winter. But it is nearly 4:00pm and it is still quite bright outside!
14. Spring is coming!
15. There is only 5 months to holidays!
16. It's good to be able to laugh from my one's own stupidity.
17. The most stupid thing witch happened to me (pen on the cup! xD) showed me that people really does not care what you wear, what you say, how you look. Does not matter how strange you are, how disorganized you are- they just does not care, because they have their own 'roblems' and they own 'stupidity'.
18. I have my own Guardian Angel. Even if you can't see him. Even if I can't see him.
19.And the sun sets the scene... x)
20. My ability to be happy from SIMPLE THINGS.
21. 'My people'- N., E., A. and D. People who have great influence on who I am now. They... create me somehow.
22. I have great teachers on my studies. And one day in the future I will be able to speak like them. But this is a loooooooooooooong road and many many years of practice... But I will!
23. Every day everything may happen!
24. Jacobs Velvet. c[_]
25. I have legs. I have arms. I have everything what I need.
26. Even the worst days will 'go with the wind'.
27. After each rain there's a sun. Sometimes even rainbow.
28. I am not in love with anyone. And thus I am not going to commit suicide because someone has just broken with me. And I am not going to have a broken heart.
29. White pigeons are just marvellous.
30. Dreams come true.
31. I have two guitars. Even if they are at home. I still have. And I can play them just because I was determined to learn it.
32. On summer I probably will have three guitars ;D
33. I have access to Internet. That's a pretty good thing.
34. I was born in the most 'golden' month from all, and not, e.g. in dull February.
35. I am able to ride a horse. And one day I am going to come back to it. Maybe Summer...?
36. I am addicted to neither alcohol nor cigarettes. I am free. I respect my health. Some people don't. And I feel sorry for them.
37. Basically, 'when you're loving me, I'm loving you'.
38. World is a kind of fantastic rainbow. Wherever you look: colors. I am happy because I am not blind.
39. Last time when I ordered pizza I go additional pineapple and plum (rodzynki, nie śliwki żeby nie było..). Result? Mistakes can be nice.
40. Chopin's Berceuse. Debussy's Claire de Lune. Vivaldi's Four Seasons. They are just miracles in their existence.
41. 'I’ve got a sheet for my bed and a pillow for my head;
I’ve got a pencil full of lead; and some water for my throat; I’ve got buttons for my coat' (: (: (:
42. I am 21 this year. I am still young. ;D
43. Each man is able to make another man happy. Just smile.
44. Last week I realize that when I am nervous I laugh and giggle even when I shouldn't. It's wired. It's funny. ;D
45. Last week I sent 5 post-cards. This mean: five people will smile when they see these post-cards.
46. Cockroaches may cause laugh in the class. (: when they are rubber...
47. Snow is supposed to melt. I don't know when, but it will! That day will come! Even if this will be in April! But SNOW IS GOING TO DIE! ^^
48. The most important things happen without warning. So we don't have to worry all the time 'how it is going to be...?' etc.
49. I have memories which remind me that there used to be one more person in my family. This is really precious thing. To remember.
50. This is the longest "diary-like-note" in English I have ever written. Sorry for mistakes (;




'Oh nothing, oh nothing, nothing's gonna bring me down' !!!


Greetings, have a wonderful week!